I don’t want to blog.
I want to write. The only thing I miss about this place is that it’s an emotional outlet. Let me begin :
I have been doing nothing with my life. I have been ignoring my best friends, I have been ignoring my school work, and I have been doing nothing.
I am sorry.
Am I a bad person? This I ask myself, frequently. I think I am. I have good intentions, but I am bad at being a normally functioning person. I can’t take on more than one task at a time, I act as if I have more problems than I do. I can’t take on more than I want to take on.
I stay up later and later every night, thinking about all of the opportunities I missed this summer, and all of the things I could have done with my life, and where I am right now, and I’m not happy. I don’t want to stop what I am doing, but I do want to change what I’m doing. I need to get on a bike, on my feet, off my ass, anything.
Fuck life.
I can’t believe I’m back on tumblr.
Shut the fuck up and watch.
gonna not go on tumblr for the next week, let’s see how it goes
happy birthday to joe “wildberry” leib!