I don’t want to blog.

I want to write. The only thing I miss about this place is that it’s an emotional outlet. Let me begin : 

I have been doing nothing with my life. I have been ignoring my best friends, I have been ignoring my school work, and I have been doing nothing.

I am sorry.

Am I a bad person? This I ask myself, frequently. I think I am. I have good intentions, but I am bad at being a normally functioning person. I can’t take on more than one task at a time, I act as if I have more problems than I do. I can’t take on more than I want to take on. 

I stay up later and later every night, thinking about all of the opportunities I missed this summer, and all of the things I could have done with my life, and where I am right now, and I’m not happy. I don’t want to stop what I am doing, but I do want to change what I’m doing. I need to get on a bike, on my feet, off my ass, anything. 

Fuck life.

I can’t believe I’m back on tumblr.

tokyoschoolgirls:

Shut the fuck up and watch.

gonna not go on tumblr for the next week, let’s see how it goes

nelsoncuntz:
“ omg
”

nelsoncuntz:

omg

(via joyridin-deactivated20200511)

happy birthday to joe “wildberry” leib!

happy birthday to joe “wildberry” leib!